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reading OLD post

2011-11-29T06:52:00.001-08:00

haha, got the urge & post all the rubbish after viewing my past blogging.

the more i wanna laughs....

shall start with [A]

we met through from my cousin & Bf, first met was at voideck,

J & SC match make success yet during tat time was working in Giordano yet, fooling around.

timer with WH. ~~LMFAO~~

still remember it's V'day but we din't spend together,i having my timer dating

spending Vday at arcade of DownTown East... with Simon, Yong Xian & angline...

the first holding hand with timer was there.

the Nxt day went to [A] house & he was so disappointed with me he red caught me..

& apologies back to normal life, the nxt moment had stop fooling with WH, each time we met at giordano he was so upset & piss. omfg i cannot stop laughing...

after that [A] and i locking at home never went out to eat everyday fried and fried...

A week can quarrel every single Hour...

we start to play MU & Trickerster

went to Lan Shop to wrk.

still remember [A] character name was Shooter & there is another guy call Shooterx

i met Shooterx at my Lan & slowly we are getting closer feeling with [A] getting faded..

[A] - he's a [ shy, own thinking, selfish, the one i know was never protect own GF, wanna win will never admit LOSE. lock Gf dam tight ]

[J]x shooter, he's a mummy boy story came from Trickerster & Lan shop

he came the night just to wait for me to end work, my shift was 10 PM to 10AM in the morning.

he spend his $$ there just to wait for me. sweet uhu? he bought me a happy tortoise family.

we name it, father,daughter & stepmother... hahas.

Story ended because feeling for [A] wasn't gone...

[J]- he's a awsome friend to be, a good boy that love his mum so much...

another guy with is from Lan shop too, it's a bunch came together

[AX][JN]

each time this bunch came this guy [JN] always sit beside my counter i will always see he play Dota.

till a day we chat over a phone, there is an like but no one dare to spek up. so we chosen [AX] to be our topic

and [JN]though i was admire [AX] temp relation with [AX] till the day we broke off i told [JN] today happen was ur fault all long i never admire [AX] before.each time dating with [AX],[JN] must be along.Story ended because feeling for [A] wasn't gone...

[AX]- a guy love to show off he is rich & use $ to tie his GF, he rather suffer den let his Gf suffer

[JC] was my secondary school, the day we start to chat we try out an relationship.

another mummy boy monday to friend we meet for dinner, saturday i watch him play soccer & sunday NO MEETING.. we stay all this way for 6 month, once we went to whitesand for Dinner & he mum sms him i still remember, she say are u with the girl? better ask her go away if not i will slap her. ROFL...

& we broke off cause of his mum partly,

so we went MIA for years till a day we contact & met [JN] at his office he's a designer. that day we met up i already had [FERRIS] so [JN] told me ' every success man behind there's a woman' he told me i just like the woman. i smile & told him i was attach.

till today.

had went to Ehub explorer kids to work

[Ferris] i met him on EHUB, the very first time he wanted to know me was [LF] help BF [Ferris] get number from me. & during tat time i was single trying to make friend. so [LF] told me ' later the one wear white spect was the guy wanted ur no.

slowly we sms each other like SMS FOC. the first time i talk to him was on the road, he shouted across the road telling me ' GOODBYE', the second time was at open space i wasn't in the good mood was having puff on my hand, third time was we asked me had lunch together

the most cutest part was, in the morning if i reach my wrk place first i will sms him whether is he wrking.

if he replied was 'NO' the whole day dam moody,

if he reach wrk place first he will sms me am i wrking, the same this 'NO' turn Moody.

over duno what promise he bought me a pack of lolipop, & i fold an Bear balloon to him & put a lolipop over the Bear folded hand & i pass him this bear.

the night he kept asking me what does the bear MEAN....

during tat night i was at voideck with [EL] face to face he asked for R/S & over the phone sms [Ferris].

there goes my cutest love story..

till now we are looking forward 12/12/2012

the day we going to announced ' I DO'

Rom dated

2011-11-23T07:01:00.001-08:00

Had decided to rom on 12/12/12
It's excited. But Duno why E brake on myself. Thinking over and over
Was it right to be with him?
Can we last?
Could I be his wife without affair?
Is he the right one?
Had I play enuff?
Should I give myself another chance to find again?
Should I let him go when I dun think he deserve?

Fml

2011-11-04T10:37:00.001-07:00

Best one I felt & it's unwalkable, dragging my foot to wrk. & wearing 3/4 pants how it feel! Ah sux.. There goes gossip start. Freak
Finally Sunday reaching shall go for check up for my leg >.<
please recover soon.

爱情，是我们培养的。
我最爱最爱都会是你
祥
终于我要成为你的老婆了。
好想要有自己的小孩。

NO MORE BTO

2011-08-30T08:21:00.000-07:00

things getting more and more rubbish n messy in my brain.

somehow i wish i could warded in hospital for repair myself.

escape from all those trouble been with me.

days past days. BTO unable to apply anymore, am i suppose to be happy ? or sad.

my feeling had been mix up. could someone help me.

oh yea. just 6 more days will be turning to birthday.

wasn't excited anymore. i felt i'm old wanted to stable down with $ MONEY.

celebration wasn't any important to me anymore.

as group around me had dismiss. non of my life birthday had been very happy before.

SO shut it. CLOSE the door of my birthday.

baby 21st reaching. i really really duno how to plan.

how i wish i could make a perfect gathering for him, but i got get myself hate the bitch when the gather.

FK man. i'm really out of mind.

Love it

2011-08-18T13:23:00.001-07:00

Hello, I'm back.
A fun day out with Jeffery , Jia Hao & baby boy.
It's so many day how should I write?
We went to ECP cathching. Home sweet hme was alrddy mid nite.
Had been playing MJ too! 爽啊!

My baby boy having exam soon got Bo time accompany me (:
Well well I'm back to the normal life I live it ttm!
If can , could I have sembawang back tat will be perfect!
Day by day
Time pass time
A min with you, I will wan a life time with u
Looking in ur eyes I know we are together
Can't wait for the day our flat arrive, our lil Yeo is born.

2011-08-09T08:21:00.000-07:00

A GAME OVER DAY.

first time Clubbing with Jeffery. A day where everyone GET DRUNK.

it's uber FUN. i'll NEVER forget how MARTEL was puke on JEFFERY FACE (:

mixer in my TUMMY. FRIDAY nite club & i was still freaking HIGH burn my SATURDAY whole day at HOME.

MY Precious COUSIN.

NDP Dinner.

there's so much thing to say. how should i put it?

once HUNGRY ghost month arrive, my days was totally SHIT.

shall wash up my luck with flower water.

3 year anniversary.

2011-07-01T10:07:00.001-07:00

i'm totally Ferris Wife alrddy. we went to BKK for our anniversary 3year (:

totally dam fun shopping like crazy & the weather really hot till ....

shopping & street market close at 8pm plus sia. it's super early heng we bought chiong CD to watch in hotel.

went to watch tiger show, at first Chao told me really bad to watch but i refuse to listen.

so i went & it's really not nice those woman really very pity when they do show.

over there it's really dam cheap sia. 10 eye lash only 100 bt which is Singapore $4.20. cool right?

i bought super alot of cloth , bra , shoes & bag.

hummms. overall it's the best 3 year anniversary in BKK with baby.

i miss ICE COFFEE & A&W . awwwss~

I LOVE YOU BABY.

the best gift from u (:

i promise to be a good wife <3

3year anniversary

2011-06-21T07:26:00.000-07:00

Hello Woohoo.

cover an eyes i'm hittin 3year relationship on this 28June2011.

it's super fast.

but but

alright i think i got no where to speak gt to speak here.

ok first of all.

my bf yes he do really nice in sometime.

all guys are jerks do wrong thing include him. he let me disappointed for 7 time.

there it goes, i still allow him to stay by my side. silly? or shall i say i'm stupid?

this is blind LOVE.

falling in love with so many Boyfriend but i nv nv receive any blue rose in my hand before. sucha loser in R/S

i always wanted to have a family own baby own house.

but it not gonna happen on this BF.

perhaps i really been slow to think does he really the one i should carry on? i really dun wish to waste my time.

day by days, it's so many thing he could not give what i want.

what can i do? keep quiet tat what i can do.

yes people say there is still alot of choice, i agree.

yes i wanted to ROM on 20/12/2012 but not a blissful come on, it's just because i wan my grandma be the witness, all she want is just to see me get married,before she leave this world.

but i really duno how can anyone help?

i felt so sad of my own life.

woman always want their relationship to be like a fairy tale.it's will never happen on me.

all i do is be myself. always hope my bf do owns a car yes wooing me they do but...

how i wish i do have romantic R/S. but i never had it before.

how i wish i can be so proud on street how a bf hold u tight hug u whenever u want.

how i wish i'm the first priority, but i'm not

how i wish they can plan den i plan for a place.

how i wish i wish, haiis.

life.

2011-06-05T06:45:00.000-07:00

HELLO PEOPLE. finally i left CABLE GE.

it's like oh yea party time stick with this RUBBISH DOGGY WM for 9month it's enuff.!!

a person of u may say people are failure cus u kiss manger ASS too much u dare to say such a stupid lines.

well, i'm gonna see how u gonna fall dead one day.

dun be too excited tat i leave. cux i feel i'm winner & u're loser.

Happy Birthday to TIMO (:

tadang. ok come to the point i'm counting down already.

what about u guys? is there any upcoming thing for u to excited?

27 please come faster run come on.

BKK here i come.

actually i wanna change myself to a woman tat see anything tat i dislike, bear in mind dun wanna share out.

even though it's a fault of urs just want to make a smile, cry in my heart take it as nth happen

not a single word can i ?

2011-05-28T09:48:00.000-07:00

CABLE GE. LADY'S NITE @ BUTTER.

alright here come the story since April CABLE GE had alrddy plan to go club,

since so many ppl is resign & we plan on 25 MAY for clubbing,at first receive an sms from Zhi Yuan

meeting 4pm at plaza Sing, was super uber happy to go & prepare myself.

till i reach there they say dun wanna club so i jus walk away, cab down to find BF & we went to Little India for dinner & bugis For shopping.

till i reach hme around 10 plus Timo call & i refuse to pick up & jia Le called.

they are otw to clubbing & ask to go. so i told Timo u spon me cab fare den i go.& he agree.

here we go ! put ur hands u in e AIR. everyone was freaking HIGH.

such a fun with CABLE TEAM.

i was freaking Drink & totally humpty dumpty.

Gab was over high. & zhi Yuan Promise to LC with Timo yet !!! promise DID NOT KEPT.

20/MAY/2011. ALVIN 22 BIRTHDAY

had reserved seats at Crystal Jade. Woots.10 dish & each person only $20 Cheap?

alright bought a farm cake got Chicken. wahaha.

ok i never never seen a stupid waitress, we ask to keep the cake & she ask for the table we were sitting, had told her & she walk over to tat table & say Conform ar?

is like WTF !!!after our dish wanted to cut cake,

here come another STUPID waitress. oh ur back wanna put all candle?

ARGHHHS. STUPID TTM.

we told alvin, ehhs we sing birthday song & u sit down? force him to stand while song was sang, ppl in the restaurant was looking at him uber ' PAI SEHH'

& xxx was so freak dun xxx feel so odd, jus because u're here we eat without any chat.

after dinner had no plan to go & last min we ahead to PH. WOOTS AWSOME !

ALVIN was freaking Drunk. & the nxt day i'm on MC WTF. cool right?

Happy 35 month anniversary baby,

just a month more BKK here we come

Finally i resign alrddy.

get ur ass get in mind.

i wrk dun mean i have to be ur dog.

too bad ur fkin pattern everyone knows

cux u love to kiss BOSS ASS.

& u think u're so clever well u're jus acting childish when u are a TM.

disgrace. & dun know why TL are such a PIG

to let u kiss till so happy SO ALL ARE STUPID.

well i let go jut to let myself freedom dun have to heard ur BULLSHIT.

make myself piss & Worrie.

I"M FREEDOM.

Polling DAY

2011-05-08T07:32:00.000-07:00

Hello i'm back blog (:

today is my first time polling day, well well went to nearby for polling &

so excited, ok to the main point.

once i took the paper i was busy finding instruction which dun even have & have poster to review

mum say u nv see advertisement ? please lo i wrk in more end so late reach hme where gt time see.

really wonder was GOV think? all ppl will see tv lidat.

my dearest princess came to my house (: see she's grown up alot. cute of her.

went to TAM1 with family for mother day bought SK jewelry for mummy.

reach hme around 5 busy packing for lil princess. bought a new pigglet bag & bottle for her.

after she went hme cabbing back to ha ma house meet BF, as going to his aunt8 house for mother day celebration.till 9pm plus went to SGH visit ah ma.

omg the whole day i was like super busy. (:

04/04/2011 cheryl 19 birthday

after wrk ahead o rebel.

anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL (:

there we go, eileen bring a bottle of vodka ewwww dislike,in to REBEL martel & BOON graveyart.

haha, the ever first time i was drunk & dam high.

thanks to timo for taking care

the busy 2 loving birds & totally drunk of CHERYL on even on the dance floor yet.

YEAH OH YEA OH YEA!

2011-04-11T05:11:00.001-07:00

HELLO,

back to wrk & grandma gonna be home today (: today wrk was so sleepy OMG.

TML there it goes dam happy dyas to fool around play no day no nite.

it's like a finally a day to enjoy myself. ENVY?

miss my fatty ass so much! he's sucha adorable he's so freaking tired i told him i need massage so badly

and actually he was vbathing for baby IF. but he still pick me up (:

alright yea! BLOOD BLOCK! freaks. no wonder my neck was so pain.

now i can't wait 12/04/2011 to reach. LOVING IT.

alright nt going to update at the moment,will update soon (:

BiBi is back

2011-04-01T02:37:00.000-07:00

HELLOS~ i'm super in the MOOD !

my BiBi IS BACK. alright went to clubbing with wrking ppl,it's like a finally?

timo was so excited to go club,met the rest @ clark quey MRT.

it's so nice to see KW,Jezer & eileen.

hoppin in to REBEL. met AH JO & her friend.

here we go HEeEe HaaAa~`~

went off to meet my baby ass! he finally reach SG

ASSHLE he told me he will be reaching Sg in the moring 2AM so i told him i will be spending time in club!

11pm HE sms say he REACH i'm still Queing aheading in REBEL.

went off at 2.30 ahead meet baby (: hugs him & last tears came off!

& he promise NO more leaving me alone. love him TTM.

Miss him so much! 5 days tears dry up!

just 1 day

2011-03-29T02:25:00.000-07:00

1 day to GO!

Oh yea! i made it! sucha a nice since saturday i wasn't dropping tears anymre!

& wahahaha! i dun miss you so much opps, been so numb.

hello baby see this? kill me? laughs

alright can't wait for tml going clubbing with people. LOVE.

PUT UR HANDS UP IN E AIR!.

smile just a day it won't kill me

remember what u promise.

better give me an answer by today!

ASSHOLE.

hummms. can't wait to see you?

feel so werid to say this

perhaps to many days din't see you actually

nt tat excited to you see.

EVIL ME!

OOT

2011-03-27T01:04:00.000-07:00

baby, went oversea & poor me been dropping my tears for so many days,

counting down 3 days to go,yesterday 1st day beby nt with me! it's so badly to go on.

meet joseph,stanly,cheryl,chris,timo & nat for singing.

all they sang was EMO song, i swear my tears was in my eyes going to roll down when sitting there hear those song.

went off & had a puff with joseph.

shift place to ParkWay for Mac,had been trying to reach baby but i can't freaking miss him so badly

i'm trying to make myself happy not to think he's not around.

it's so freaking hard, thanks so much to cheryl, she accompany me & do Ot even though we are so freaking tired.

another day cryt ill i fall asleep.

in the morning i woke up, i saw my Kik there is a message i'm so excited to see but it's not from baby,

it's from Maki, A sweet Morning from her.

Reach work, took baby headset & his follow up form to wrote notes while i miss him so much.Fazuan ask where's Ferris, there it goes my tears flows when i'm keep holding my phone how wish baby ring me up or Kik me.

FAT ASS! i miss you so much.

RING ME UP ASAP.

been listening to Chris Medina song.

Anywhere you are,

I am nearAnywhere you go,

I'll be thereAnytime you whisper my name,

you'll seeHow every single promise I keep

Cuz what kind of guy would I be

If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words

If you really don't mean them

When you say them

What are words

If they're only for good times

Then they don't

When it's loveYeah, you say them out loud

Those words, They never go away

They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me

And I know I'm meant to be where I am

And I'm gonna be

Standing right beside her tonight

And I'm gonna be by your side

I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words

If you really don't mean them

When you say them

What are words

If they're only for good times

Then they don't

When it's loveYeah, you say them out loud

Those words, They never go away

They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near

Anywhere you go, I'll be there

And I'm gonna be here forever more

Every single promise I keep

Cuz what kind of guy would I be

If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

My New DP @ Work

2011-03-18T21:43:00.000-07:00

My 2 cuties PIE of each day. LOVES

my dearest QIQI.

2011-03-11T07:41:00.000-08:00

Finally Off day i'm loving it

went to Tampines appointment at 2pm & after tat went to find wife.

see my dearest QIQI, dam cute right?

went simei with Wife for shopping & dinner.

& & & QIQI is fat alright! hahas.

baby came over to wife house pick me home & he carry QIQI he oso say she's fat alrddy.

haha~

now wonder tml izzt possible to go appointment.

Monday reaching felt so SUCKS!well thanks god timo accompany me.

alright here it goes money roll more as i got to pay my appointment every month.

braces here i come too.

STUPID sickness

2011-03-05T05:45:00.000-08:00

alright i'm Down! nose block & coughing all the way.

days ruins with stupid sickness.

3/3/11

really cnnt take it anymore when i'm at wrk. the pain is killing me.

took half day MC & went home to sleep.all the way till in the morning.

4/3/11

meet laopo & ahead to TM ate popeyes.the new chilli fried wasn't nice.

& best part QIQI keep shaking her head. really make us laughs non stop.

ahead back to wife house waiting fro ziying to give me a call.before aheading to Kallang meet the reach.

terry us up around 9 & ahead to kallang last min buy Ryan birthday cake (:

end up of the day everyone seem like it's a meet up gather.

everything end at 11+ call baby up & ahead to PRP when we are so piss tat AH HAO went MIA!

laughs, wait till 12 plus hao called & ahead to changi village for supper.i can't eat nasi lemak when i'm coughing so badly

lost of feeling.

2011-02-25T08:19:00.000-08:00

forgotten to mention,

that day baby fetch me to 8shen house for straighten my hair & after tat we went back sembawang to get stuff, the moment i step outside the block i felt it's so nice to be back.

when look in the living room standing outside the door i felt everything so different.when actually i wanted to go in have a look & get my stuff, after i saw everything is so unfamiliar i rather stand outside not to step in i'm afraid i will cry.

lost of 'the joy of bf mum sitting in living room & we are watching Korean show,sitting down the floor enjoying our dinner.& baby will always get the chill & clear with soup.bf mum love to cook those food i love so much' really miss those day. when I'm sick sleep whole day. when bf mum is back she will always knock the door' come out eat already,how can you sleep whole day & keep nagging till baby reach home & complain to baby.laughs'

off we go.going back home.

standing outside view through the room of the window. that's the room of baby & mine.

everything had shift from the place the joy of the nite ended just because of a Fxxxer!peep through the window dare not to peep more den inside.how i wish i can still see kitty hanging over the place.bed belongs to us.so many lil pillow over the bed.

really miss those nite baby cover blanket for me,patting my shoulder & sing twinkle twinkle lil star for me to fall asleep. & will never forget middle of the nite when there's thunder he cover my ear & let me continue sleep. those having fun helping him to make mask on his face.stick remover on his nose. so much thing more.sharing computer to chase over drama show.i swear i really hold my tears in my eyes to not letting it flows down when I'm looking through the windows memories flows .till now I'm typing I'm still flowing with tears.

damit this is the way you destroy my happiest of joy. I'm gonna stand here watch you die!

forget about I'm gonna called you from my mouth, forget about you will attend my wedding.

you may just forget every single thing if you wish to have.because you deserve to be treat like SHIT!

interview today of hopping over to sales side,

the interviewer was handsome la.

alright through the interview was nothing &

went to find LAVE to know how was it.

she mention,IC mention u clever in talking but not really

well know of product knowledge I'm just like a paper.

I'm so nerves can i get it?

tml gonna be a Gd nite As baby gonna bring me to JB

for mssage & lok lok! woots

can't wait for tml anymre.

thanks so much for everything baby

20.12.2012 it's gonna be a best of the best chapter

between us.

Helllo Kitty Hard Drive

2011-02-23T09:46:00.000-08:00

Such A Tiring DAY!

alright but i'm so much to be with 'CLOWN"

i swear i can't stop laughing once with 'CHRIS & TIM ' CLOWN of the day

bought SPA voucher for Baby & myself.i think i'm over enjoying myself.

OHYA~ my resume was approve by HR & gonna have my interview this coming Friday! o'm like' HELLO HELLO stop pushing ur SHIT over ! well well!

JiaHao Pick me up to temple. at the time baby say' Girl help me get my duno what from my bag!' i knew it gonna be Hard disk he bought.

DAOHUAY & home sweet home, baby pass me the plastic & he so stupid till he think i'm as stupid as him.! laughs.

Thanks baby anyway!

love this so much & WASN'T SURPRISE! u own me!

My Lil house wait for me, i'm gonna get u next year,

GOV i wanna have it at AMK!

can't wait to earn more$$ & gonna have my DREAM house.

Baby u've been trying ur best & i can felt Abit.

20.12.2012 that's the day.

I DO I DO~

my Lil Princess came over

2011-02-15T08:46:00.000-08:00

It's Sunday & my off day ~ Lil Princess coming over.

bring her over to Tampines For shopping & family for Lunch.

she's so adorable. last time i bought her a Barney bottle & she told me

' Irene Jie Jie, see the barney spoil. '

wanted to get a more cute Barney bottle but can't find so, get a small Barney.

Bring her over to her aunt shop. left her at there.

Ahead to Ah Ma House & waiting for Baby pick me up & ahead to his uncle 6Birthday.

Treating me so well now

it's still so hard to feel the LOVE & CHANGE.

it's gonna be lot's of effort you gonna make,

you promise & you gonna show it.

You're Right you really turn up too slow.

perhaps if u turn 1 month earlier, between us

perhaps it's a new chapter of LOVE.

well everything turn too late.

i wun lie, yes there is a feeling that time

it's so much i can feel you are with me.but

i'm attach that time, went MIA & changing No.

was runing away from you.

i'm afraid i will fall for you, when i know i can't.

Baby hit 20.

2011-02-13T08:35:00.000-08:00

Belated celebrate Baby hit 20th.

working on that day & busy tell Benson remember inform the rest timing especially Bf mum.

& Bi say : what you trying to do so Fake. & i din reply

he had peep my FB event & he ask so mum coming? i reply come where? he say u put on Fb message.

so i reply: tat day so many ppl not free Ah hao oso wrking.

OTW to Tao's Restaurant & spoiler he saw Yi chao in the toilet Arghhs.

the whole plan mess up.

ITE

Friends

Catch up movie & PS. watching 大世界.

Lastly happy Birthday Baby.

I love you.

There so many time, Different type of ring appear in my eyes

but i just can't put in on.

telling you. have you got what i mean?

waiting & waiting when will be the day.

Perhaps during tat time if u really bring this Ring to me

maybe i will be touch, but not now.

thanks to let me know how important i stand in your heart

when the moment i told you,yes i getting married when i don't want anymore passby in my life.

you'll find a better one.

you'll be the nice person i ever know,when you already from

from the moment i'm cheating your feeling & know it's not gonna last.

however you still hold till the last min.

Ignoring you wasn't dislike you.

it's just when we need a distance i will be very far.

no matter how is my BF, it's still my choice.

even though u told me you are in pain when you saw i treat my BF so nice.

i only can say. that what i should do.

STOP looking back. you have a wife & you are looking back ?

stop your nonsense & telling me fake story.

You'll never be the one.

CNY

2011-02-13T08:05:00.000-08:00

hellos, it's been so long nv fill my blog with wording.

CNY day 1. same old thing hopping around house to house & it's tiring even though we are on car.last place & back to ah ma house. Adult & Children got their own gamble.

CNY day2. baby came over my house & got to stay at ah ma house. it's so crowded till really have to space to walk pass.i'm laughing when uncle say: lucky lion dance came in the morning if not how to come in when there is totally no space to walk. I added den lion dance outside the doorstep.Off to Bf uncle house. it seem so weird when we are having steamboat in the middle of nowhere & it seem like ppl looking when we are eating.

Day 3. went temple & off to see God-daughter as wife told me she's having high fever. suppose to ask wife came over my house but QIQI having fever.hop over to my house as there is an inviting baby playing with uncle & kids gambling so funny.hop again over to BF uncle 6 house.

Day4.MC on wrk. & prepare baby Birthday & surprise.

Day5.Baby Birthday meet Wei de at AMk hub watch 'All well ends well' funny show (:

F R E A K S !

2011-01-29T16:28:00.000-08:00

There's so many thing is so unreasonable just because we are not the boss.

been stress for work have any high pay ?

perhaps, XX is old retarded. can't be bother anymore.

u think you right then go ahead cold bloody XX.

why i dun have the mood for new year? i felt so bore & not even excited when CNY is so near.

haiis. bore to death.

baby birthday coming! headache.

duno what shall buy!

& where to go~

LOVE IS SO BLIND

2011-01-10T01:45:00.000-08:00

i have to keep so much dam thing in my heart can someone please lend me EAR,

why is such relationship happening over & over

such freaking promise.

i really wish i could just walk down the street alone,

dun have to think, what you doing? why u not did not rand me, have u eat? so n so.

why should we think so much.

perhaps i'm really tired of 'LOVE' this words.

each time a new relationship,it's build up with so much effort, just a simple think A fight.

whatever you build it's all fall.

i'm really tired.

can i don't fall for you, can i don't drop tears because of you?

can i?

3 days off in a ROW.

2011-01-01T01:20:00.001-08:00

here it goes, on 28 Dec it's out anniversary ahead to amk 159.

28,29,30,31 & 1st Jan.

first time count down without friend well kinda fun.

staying over cecilia house for 2 days from 30 & 31.

was at cecilia house & cezan went to buy dog. it's so super cute. but very stink.

had bath 2 time alrddy still so smelly worst i first time see blood sucking better!!! eeewwww.

finally first time saw Green face! it's Scary, but finally can see (:

had a bad headache yesterday, went back cecilia house after bath Poof~ lala.

now i understand why ppl say dun always go temple as alot of thing.

well i'm not a part so don't come & point when u are A OUTSIDE TOO! _|_

come & tok to much think of urself first at least i'm a NAME OF everyone eyes his wife what about u? ASS!

whatever no point say so much when u think u are sooooooo xxx

going down to amk 159 again later.

Syazwani BIG DAY

2010-12-19T07:15:00.000-08:00

hello, attend to Syazwani Big wedding (:

it's so fast all grown up.use to nonsense in class now,all turn woman.

Syazwani~ congrate, all the best to ur new lovely chapter of your life,have more more baby ya (:

dearest ~

turn by turn it's so fast~

can't wait for my turn, can't wait for my holiday!

I MISS MY GROUPPY

2010-12-06T21:29:00.000-08:00

seriously i felt so long never see them~ it's time to meet soooo many ppl up

MY WIFE espically

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BELOVES BROTHER.

2010-12-02T06:31:00.001-08:00

it's my Brother birthday.HAPPY 11 year old.

my Wifey went oversea ): can't see her & dearest God daughter.

been working like insane again ARGHHS.gonna STOP when it hit Jan. Finally i'm able to see the reality appearing in front of me in 31dec-2dec WeeeEeeEeEeee. i'm like a craving for that day.

can't wait for 12Dec (: i want so many days to come. waiting for uncle 5 news for chalet.

Really too much thing to crave for.

♥3 DIDI birthday

♥10 PAY OUT ~ weeEeeEEeEe

♥12 MUITAI

♥14 KBOX with 2nd sis & Brother

♥18 Syazwani WEDDING

♥28 (: 30 ANNIVERSARY

♥31-2 OFF

WORK FREAKS ~

2010-11-25T19:41:00.000-08:00

Hello I'm Alive & feeding my BLOG.

i'm working so FREAK now, no time shopping,no time dating & not enough SLEEP.

need more BEAUTY sleep.

staying at ah ma house gonna 2 month already, totally never went back Pasir Ris,PS guys for not meet you guys up.

it's totally Jumping High just less then a year i'm voting for BTO. i got my dream kitchen & Room.it's insane.Baby are u excited?

today suppose to be my off day but i'm going back 3-9pm,

Next Tuesday gonna go Dating with Baby for swimming & time to meet my dearest wife & God daughter, miss them so much.

Had refresh my Itouch song,all ENGLISH.YIPPI.

So many thing for me to look out next month.can pay & day faster come. gonna book MARCH plane ticket. HONG KONG?? or Thailand?? how how how? decided to save $$ for 2011 Nov Taiwan trip.gonna plan full outing on 2011 after that have to save $$ for my house.

you're never know how Deep is my Love.

it's tatoo your name on it.

Y.K.S truly yours.

House & ROM getting nearer (:

you're the ever sweetest sweet i ever had.

JB on DEC don't forget my dearest baby.

Shall i colour my hair to red?

2010-11-11T07:46:00.000-08:00

HELLOS,finally it's my off day (: pick my lil princess up & off to laopo house to see QIQI

heading to Tampines for Lunch & back to my house

Laopo & God-daughter first time come over my house.QIQI cry till so horrible at first

MY DEAREST 2 BELOVES.

princess went home at 7pm,she's sleeping at first & dun even wanna go home.

lucky i bought a cake for her to bring home (: she's so big already she's heading school on MONDAY. MY big princess.

♥PAY is out WEEEeeEe.but wrong amount _|_

now so many thing been push back.

my flight!!! haven even book. my muitai.

all smash like a shit now.

PISS OFF

i'm BACK

2010-10-30T04:21:00.000-07:00

Hello, i'm back & finally fall sick.great news.

i have make appointment to put braces.so worrie it's pain & curious how will it look after tat.

day by day it's reaching a month workin. so fast.

wednesday went to visit my god daughter~ she's cute right?

fatty came to find me play with god daughter too.

GASTRIC~ can u please go away,leave me as far as u can thanks

baby ar baby, 4 more month to go,i can't wait

got to make my pocket full first (:

can't wait for to plane with u , show with you.

how how how?

so excited.

FREAKS DAY

2010-10-11T10:13:00.000-07:00

Hello my dearest bloggy~

it's so tiring wrking with no DAY & NITE ~ today was so FREAKIN ASS DAY i swear

i'm not going to pick up anymre ASS tranfer call! those Freaks without mind yea yea call whateva u wan COMPLAIN WHATEVER you love~ remember my FKING BIG NAME [ IRENE TAY ]

get ur bloody ass remember my big name n complain~

" you fking dun understand what i saying & u are bloody rude i'm gonna make a big complain abt u"

poor woman you think u are educated? GO ahead complain~

SINGAPOREAN only know i wan complain complain ~ GO AHEAD THEN~

*handsome name me CRYBABY, so nice of him (: helpin me & teach me rather den xXx.

Happy birthday to all OCTOBER baby (:

♥20th God-Daughter is BACK in Singapore

♥20th ah ma having Operation

♥16 more days to 28month anniversary

♥by saying how much i love you is not enuff~

you're always in my mind.

baby i miss you so much even though

i'm with you every single day

baby i love you

Tired.

2010-10-05T01:50:00.000-07:00

i finally wrk & training ended,so happy.

wasn't happy in this job,first day on hand with guide i drop tears! u may think is easy job

but hand on is dam shit job.

FK those Bangala,who u think u are very rich ah CB! call n kp so much for fk! if there is a chioce i will close ur request n let it down.stupid ass say N oso duno keep saying neo neo neo.

lucky i handle a few nice customer & 3 fkin customer from transfer call.

arhhhs~ freaks wrk wrk wrk all abt wrk.

CASINO WHEN ARE YOU CALLIN ME UP! CAN'T WAIT TO LEAVE THIS PLACE ALREADY.

my dearest fatty fetchin me home everyday.so sweet right~ laughs

God-daughter is comin back on Wednesday

27 Month Anniversary

2010-09-28T11:00:00.001-07:00

HAPPY 27 MONTH ANNIVERSARY ღ

time fly so fast. time bring us closer each time we quarrel.

he's the perfect one willin to share his love with me,

be there whenever i need him,

dotes me more then whoever does,

protect me,guide me.

went through difficulty storm & sunshine together ღ

baby, i'm so sorry abt so many thing.

this silly boy of mine,he's tired every single day, slept less den 8 hr a day & jus to make me happy

he rather kill his sleepin time & drag himself tired in wrk.

there's ones, a freaking difficulty we can't solve it, perhaps till now.even strugglin to let GO

& he gave me a strong message

let me carry on holding his hand & carry on beautiful story love.

simply can't wait for the day20-12-2012,he's putting on ring for me & saying ' YES I DO" & lil DEVIL for him

baby let's 加油! 加油! wasn't very far.HDB here we come

BABY BOY,i love you more den myselfღ

baby OFF DAY X3

2010-09-21T10:43:00.000-07:00

21/09/2010

Bi was so Piss off over his work, he call me when he end! i wanna meet now,anywhere oso can

my silly boy X3 *WHOEVER, u will get double back when u did such a ASS thing*

meet 11pm under Jo place. [ J-J-J-F-I ]

ECP for shell,totally perfect.! & Katong for pool. otw back to tampines ROADBLOCK

tat's my bloody first time in car oso ROADBLOCK to stop! guess who i saw?

uncle LOON,at first he dun recognize me,& wad a shit in his mind i'm still "ah lian" FREAKS.

*heart stop pumping from tat moment & feelin is dead.we have drift far away.*

reach home was 4am OMG!

22/09/2010

2pm [ J-J-F-I ] meet under my house, JO was super early wake me at 10 or 11 i *forgot*

anyway! all was late!AMK for buffet ! finally i TEM for so long & finally had in tummy...

went temple & POOL~ lastly PRAWN NOODLE. such a funny thing, fatty & i was waiting for J&J reach but fatty finish his noodle J&J still not here! end up they went home! KNS!!

♔1 day to meet LAOPO for job fair

♔6 days to 27 MONTH ANNIVERSARY

♔no matter how far are you, how cold u treat me

i'm gonna find u,stick with you like nobody business X3

silly boy of mine. 20-12-2012

i just can't wait for the day to reach.

i miss you so much every single fking day

BABY I LOVE YOU.

been so FK UP

2010-09-16T11:17:00.000-07:00

幸福双人床成为单人床.feel so sux

time fly so fast,been with baby boy for 2year plus & ever since the first time so hard to endure.

simply jus miss ' SEMBAWANG' i miss life been there.

slacking at home,bf mum cook & waiting for my belove boy to be home sweet home.

thing change i'm sucking my thumb & tap rollin tears without turning off it.

B*TCH, watch out, one day i'm gonna let u suck my toes.

i'm gonna let u return me double in life.

F*KER, if there a sickness of you, please please leave the world.

baby, thanks for let go my freedom of what i want.it wasn't so easy this time round.

ILOVEYOU.

happy 21st birthday to me AGNES & CHRISTINE

2010-09-06T07:19:00.000-07:00

happy 21st to me !

celebrate my actual 21st birthday with my family,thanks so much for my aunt for helpin me.

lil princess came over my house around 2.30pm & off didi,fatty,princess & me pick up my cake ahead to ah ma house.after soooo secondary school no one smash my face with cake till today.

eeewwww, the chocolate smell over my face.fatty was so happy when everyone smash my face with cake! STUPID BOY.

4th sept DRAGONFLY

count down my birthday with rebecca,Noel,Michelle,Lawrence & chen xin

had 6 shot down. POOF.

wad a evil person, tryin to smash on me T__T

lastly thanks so much ladies, i enjoy my 21st with you all.

4th STEAMBOAT

ZHI HAO & XIANG ZHOU

MAX ,baby cousin

[ J J J F I ]

LALA CLINQUE

6GF meets (:

2010-09-02T12:18:00.000-07:00

over to laopo house, bought 2 top for QIQI & contact lens for LAOPO (:

evening meet 6GF (:

here it goes.

early celebrate for TWINS.

LOVES.babes thanks for the PRESENT

♥1 day for STEAMBOAT with LALAS & TRIPLE [ J ]

♥1day for DRAGONFLY with REBECCA & NOEL

♥2DAYS to hit 21st at AHMA HOUSE with my princess.

miss my SMELLY boy so much,can't wait to see him later

I'M GRADUATE

2010-08-29T03:02:00.000-07:00

after struggling for 2 week i'm finally OUT OF HAUNTED HOUSE~

i'm so happy from the moment i pack up.totally smiling like a idiot.

beloved bf mum cook my favorite DUCK! love it so much.

baby, speedy recover.

be strong DO not eat seafood hor!

excited

2010-08-16T12:40:00.000-07:00

hellos, i'm back (:

updating . . .

friday nite movie with LALA, after so long finally see STAR & see BOTAK XH.

he look super duper cute OMG~.

sunday had a DATED with JO ♥ went paya lebra shopping. my phone start to rang non-stop

aunt6 want me to drop by ah ma house by today, so after shoppin cab down with JO,

aunt and ah ma bought my 21st birthday of gold bracelet. SUPER HAPPY .

over to Marina Square shoppin waiting for BOTH of our BF to arrive,went kiap kiap again

kiap this melody CUTE♥. My fatty was SUPER angry with me. he say : can you stop to KIAP,enuff HOR ):

at first JO & I plan to eat YUKI YAKI, but Jos driver comin,change loction to kovan eat thai food

we QUE almost an hour T__T

alright here come today all along was at home i slept till very late fatty pick me up at 7pm ahead to amk 159.waiting for J & J to reach off we go JB♥ YUMMMI YUMMI food here i come.

this food suppose to call 仙草 i call it 青草.today was super cold

Gdnite♥

you are not a matter in my life from the moment i know u lie,

stop makin urself as if you're so wonderful

when i alrddy know ur dirty stories,

poor thing both parties need to clap so can flirt,

now i understand why.

BOTH OF U ARE DIRTY.

dun come and make a foolish stories with me

i'm not a fool for u!

baby boy,

i miss you so much,speedy recover okkayy ♥

*laughs* want buy phone for me, end up mama bought for me

want buy bracelet for me, end up GUGU & ah ma buy.

now it's seem so excited for me to know wad u buying for me.

11 more day to 26 month anniversary.

♥4 more day to DragonFly with rebecca early celebrate my 21st

♥19 more days to HIT IRENE 21st

*wanna see ur STUPID FACE*

listed

baby fatty,ah hao, JO, jos driver

LALA:bibi,alvin,benson,yi chao,star,xh,hh

noobies:yanni,bird shit,wee,wei quan,hong kiong

besti: bowen, zhi hao,xiang zhou.

ppl here, contact my fatty for detail (:

hellos, boring days

2010-08-07T11:15:00.000-07:00

the moment i stop workin, been click this game non-stop

crazy simon buy me till so high. laught

he say: good ma see i buy you. now you stuck with so high cost no ppl can buy you

so stuck with me ! *RAWRS*

evil him.he tell DIAMOND group say i'm his FFS gf. WTH

went over to laopo house to see QIQI while LAOPO bath,baby fatty came.

he say: i dun wan carry QI she too small.

end up when i carry after feedin her drink baby fatty say let me carry & even play with her.

so funny la. cutey QI & baby boy of mine

♥fatty today accident say my birthday plan out

haha, i still blur blur.

when second though i ask him, how come AH JO wanna go wad cute cute place.

his mind was*OH SHIT* hahaha

DUM baby of mine,everytime lidat.

♥3 YEAR DEATH ANNIVERSARY TO AH GONG.

imy so much,tat day i talk to you so much thing

you heard?
♥HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUMMY (:

2010-08-03T13:39:00.000-07:00

i miss the bus of 859.

i miss those day we jog around together,

i miss those day mama cook duck for me,

i miss those day watchin show with fatty n his mama,

i miss those day went sunplaza for dinner,

i miss those day sleepin my kitty play room with you,

i miss those day mama will say : this sat go BLA BLA house,

i miss those day at home waiting for fatty to be back

i miss those day watching movie together at nite

i miss those day i help u facial n mask

i miss those day you hug me to sleep with TWINKLE TWINKLE LITTLE STAR song from you.

i miss those day u cover blanket for me.

i miss those day u wake up early then me,before u went schk a GDBYE kiss on my fore head.

i miss so many thing.

how long more i have to endure/ suffer.

how long more i have to wait? how long more can i survive.

closing an eyes i can be a happy lady like nothing happen.when it come to nite the pain will never go off.

all this thing missing from my life.felt so empty now.attitude came along

i felt so terrible, i had never been this way before.

showing my anger to no where.

no matter how much tears i drop,i would't be perfect as before

the moment i hear ppl asking abt wher u stay or i know where u stay, i'm full of anger

it really turn me off n piss me off. just like it happen once at temple

someone ask :ehhs where kai seong went.

when i was tokin to cecilia*when she knw i'm piss* i reply: duno *when i know u went back take passport*

everything i hear abt this no one know how hurting it was to me.

i'm touch when u came PRP14 you found me, you ask me what really happen. in fact

i duno where should i start and how should i say,i'm just saying a lil part from my heart

i don't wish you to take my pain along.i dun wish to share it too.

i rather keep in my heart, bring the pain myself.

it can always be so happy when we are outside,you will never know the moment i was home.

wearing a mask i'm really tired.

can i be the one live in perfect house like nobody business.

i had enuff. i dun want this pain anymore.i'm suffering really really suffering.

happy 25 month anniversary ♥♥

2010-07-28T07:48:00.000-07:00

i spent my lovely 25 month anniversary at ah ma house (: with fatty.

dinner at coffee shop eating CURRY FISH HEAD.when i wanna pay, fatty say dun you get it when i say i PAY!

sweet of him la~

seriously i forgotten today is 28 till i touch my calendar. =X

i'm freakin had enuff of you! i had my limit.because you are older n suppose to guide me, i let myself die in silent.u are TOO MUCH! yea. happy then come teach me afew thing

come on la, how much thing u had taught me?abit!

& how i can solve it? it's not from you!it's from xiao2 & yuan.

when i ask u what you say?do it yourself i dun wanna check!when it turn to be wrong, need to issue THEN u kpkb say why lidat with ur VOLUME voice.

u can be a so nice in front of who is ur problem, i'm doing my own part

you not happen can tell ** so i can ask ppl guide me den YOU!

i saw him past few days,

he's still the same.

nothing has change like before still the same flirt

just tat we are drift far far away.

i'm so shock n happy to see you

hope u're fine

baby boy,days are so fast

life everything is $ talk,

we badly need it too.

suppose to be solve within this 3 years

cux of some fker! everything crush in MESS.

no matter where are you,my heart is always with you.

no matter how far we are,i know you always thinks abt me.

baby i love you.

you are right i should be louder n fierce then her

she's too much step on my tail.

i should ague back!

just wait for the day, you will REGRET!

all i need is you

2010-07-22T08:46:00.000-07:00

reports is out,grandma kidney is bad.

doctor recommend to NKF if not, it can stay for afew month.

i din know this new at all until mum told me ,call ah ma more often.

after hearing mum say reach office i called ahma ,she told me everything & she's so weak over the phone.

i duno how to react over the conversation my tears flows,

even though of stop workin and take care of her. but i can't.

went to ah ma house on Sunday nite help her rub & massage leggy with oil & wear socks over it.

repeated over Wednesday & Thursday in fact i'm going to do it everyday.

might moving over to ah am house soon.

chatting over the phone with aunt6,was tellin me if it hit to 1000 ahma will be leaving us.

ah ma was toking to me yesterday privately say : i duno i can see the day you married anot,

& i told her : sure can i need you to be my witness.

how can i be strong when i heard this? infact i dun wan to see this thing happen again

once is enuff it's suffering me for 3 years & on going.enuff is enuff.

i still can remember how gonggong leave in my eyes! it's so hurting.

how can i stop crying?

DAYS too long

2010-07-19T06:12:00.000-07:00

can't wait for days to arrive ~ & PAID in my pocket

AUGUST 29. SEPT 4. OCT 6-10.

it's MONDAY~ tiring days.

my sickness still nt recovering yet.

poor bitch i ever know

2010-07-17T10:22:00.000-07:00

i really endure enuff, i can give in everything but not YOU.

not happen go surgery ur bloody face N BOOBS la. so ppl will say u pretty

i close my ear when u start bitching.

i really had enuff.

UR fkin business TO HAD occasion.

don't blame me for TOO MUCH, dun be A PROUD when u are BITCH

KARMA happen on you soon.

make sure u jump down from ur storey i'm clappin

CHEERS.

baby i maybe too much.thanks so much for putting me in ur shoes.

i had give in alot of ways tat i can, but people dun appreciate so no point of going been a clown.

she wanna invite who is her fuckin business.if she need help in severing hire maid la since bitch always say she's rich!

well well. cool down myself.shall not dirty my blog with her.EWWWs

FK the hell of u

2010-07-15T09:38:00.000-07:00

gosh~ a freaking guy told me.

half year ago i alrddy check on u,just tat i dun knw u have bf anot.

when now he know me.n even add him on facebook he's with a girl on his profile pic yet he say :oh tat's my ex gf.

we broke off n this acc she took it change the password so be it.at first i believe,

but my dearest told me he had gf & i start question him

'irene: if you have a GF please leave me alone.

fker: i really dun have can u dun anyhow believe ppl say.

irene: it's ur problem have anot so be it.

fker: if you dun trust me i oso gt nth to say.'

nt long he told me he had feelin for me,when i alrddy knew he gt gf

i send him

' you got GF so please treasure her, dun fool around.'

the best part was.

he told me he going friend wedding ask me accompany him.*i'm nt interested.*

when he reach.the first call u can get through, when second call he off.

WHY? * cause his gf is dere n have to hide.*

how i know? cux he told me oh my ex is there,she ask me to give her face when ppl dun know we broke off.

wad a JOKE.

*sms from him: i'll just not disturbed you alright.i dun wish to be in ur relationship.i told you before i won't break you and ur bf.i wun step in the middle jus remember,i will always stand as a friend so long u're with him.

did i even step into ur relationship?did i even try to break u and ur bf up/i even encourage you have kids with him and stuff.*

it's so "nice" when ur sercet been found out yet acting like a SHIT?

anyway this is the worst of the worst i ever known a GUY with he though he's so handsome.

come on la! it's not even a start n dere is no start at first all along my bf stand in my heart.

dun even contact me when u're such a FKER.

Double date nite (:

2010-07-10T03:22:00.000-07:00

AH jo end wrk at 10pm so we can meet for outing (:

fatty pick me up after my wrk. temple & waitin for J & J to reach.

off to YISHUN DAM slack.lot's of CHIOS car den bike.

fatty jio his friend over.but i dun like at all.

when u're nt here with me,my feelin wasn't right

i need you to hold my hand

walk the path way with me.

tell me how much i mean to you

from the day you whisper in my ear i love you

it's melting my heart

fatty i love you♥
♥AUG.mum & ah gong birthday
♥SEPT hitting 21st (:
♥OCT oversea trip with J & J

NDP 2010

2010-07-04T06:47:00.000-07:00

after so long i finally went NDP,first time went dere so excited (:

arn't a nice day to watch it's raining so badly.it's so nice to watch live.

end of the NDP. though star could go off with us.he need to go back his camp then can meet us.

movie with LALA. & home sweet home.

it's been a tired day.

monday BLUES.

going back to office tml.how wish i had public holiday oso

J & J are together so sweet.

miss my fatty so much

i can't wait for sept n nov alrddy.

i wanna go oversea.

can i survive 4 week with my poor $300 ?

happy 2 year ANNIVERSARY

2010-06-28T08:24:00.000-07:00

happy 2 YEAR anniversary baby boy (:

time pass so fast.in fact 3 more year to go gettin married (:

baby jia you,3 year to struggler more.

tml workin. tired.

i'm still think shall i go oversea or continue pub?

STRESS STRESS STRESS

2010-06-23T08:14:00.000-07:00

wrk wrk wrk,sick sick sick.URGENT leave yesterday

if you dun return, things won't be in a mess.

i might duno you,but i had to know u in life.

i really hate you,hate you to the max.

i'm getting myself ready to ask u leave.

u can say whateva u like,get ur ass ready to move in 3year

gonna work very very HARD. i can do it.

baby let make it happen in 3 year time (:

gonna open my eyes WIDE and see how you gonna collapse

dun have A big head DUN wear A BIG HAT!

i'm not gonna be like,NUTS!

you think u're highclass go ahead.dun come n beg in years later.

baby is so sweet when he whisper those words n promise in my ear.

BABY i love you.

2010-06-19T00:26:00.000-07:00

prepare for the WORST.

i know u had been lookin at my blog!

u dun deserve anymre, so dun have to ask ppl why i treat u lidat!

FK off from my world!

BELOVES amanda turn SIXTEEN (:

2010-06-12T11:25:00.000-07:00

went back office for OT.went off at 3plus.uncle 6 fetch & ahead to his house.

waiting for them to prepare went CC with aunt6 & i signup PASSION card at $12 5year for fun

cux it's givin a FILA handbag cost $49.90 lols.

OFF to amanda house.open present & she love it (: her husband POOH BEAR.lols

waiting for her to cut cake BUT till 8.30pm she haven cut & i decided to went off to temple find belove cecilia.

finally cut cakes & off i go reach Temple alrddy 9pm.gosh~

too much thing,too much Fuk up thing

i'm gonna GET my HANDS off.

YES or NO it doesn't matter to me anymore

i'm gonna wake up myself STOP all this!

i'm sick of tired new environment.

simple as tat TAKE IT or LEAVE IT.

nothing much to say, speechless

you're just hurting me with ur unknown action & words

enuff is enuff say NO MORE.

life wasn't easy at all.i'm freakin bad mood today.

Quarrel with mum,bf & _

it's time to go for drinks & club.

i'm worrie about Monday will get stress

keep tellin myself I CAN DO IT! for married i need to work.

looking for place to take wedding pics (:

dearest CECILIA sorry today i'm late with empty promise =X

will plan a date with u after ur EXAM alright♥

baby boy, so fast we are turnin anniversary to 2year,

wondering wad u gonna give me. RING? RING? RING? hahas

i love you so much.♥♥♥

♥1days to family oversea

♥15days to 2 year ANNIVERSARY

ECP (:

2010-06-06T07:17:00.000-07:00

2 week past so Fast,ALVIN has book out (:

Saturday went East Coast Park for cyclin with LALA.

BELLA,ALVIN,BENSON,YI CHAO,FELIX,HAO HUA,BEE LING,XIANG HUA.

JOKE of a day of yi chao.

bicycle return at 4.40pm benson send me and yi chao home,went bedok 85 had peanut & ahead home

quick bath & ahead to Plaza sing meet the rest for dinner

NO MOVIE~ so meet Yong sin under alvin house & ahead to DAM (:

saw Joce & Quan (: SG so small.

time fly so fast,got MY ASS TO work tml ):

how wish i still can hang around.

我要嫁给你了,你终于说出来了.超开心♥♥♥

♥7 mre days Family go oversea ):

♥23 more days to 2 YEAR anniversary

SUSHI & MARINA BAY SAND.

2010-05-29T11:08:00.000-07:00

Cabbed down to hougang, SUSHI with fatty cousin *Dina*

Mrt down ahead Chinatown MASSAGE the most beautiful thing,shop around saw TIAN PO

a set of neckless & earring was so sweet wanna bought for mum.but they had was last one & did scratches.

went over to Farrer Park City Square to bought the neckless at Tian Bo (: it's so beautiful

LADY ON EARTH the best of the best after massage is Manicure & Pedicure.

Cabbed back together with Dina back to her house,while Fatty is waiting.

left Dina house, fatty has no place in mind to go,so FINALLY he bring me to Marina Bay Sand.

so happy.

thanks to LALA,for so late min need u all to done

the notes.PS.

happy bithday to Jesslin & Te Chun

finally HITS 21.may all ur wish come true (:

♥2 more day for DIY.

♥5 Days to SURPRISE

♥6 Days to OUTING WITH LALA (:

♥Fatty,i love you.

thanks for so much & can't wait for next month 28

SPA SPA SPA (:

KBOX WITH NOOBIES (:

2010-05-25T09:14:00.000-07:00

ALARM suppose to rang at 11.30 but,been wake by afew calls in early morning! FREAKS!

meet Darlin at Tampines Mrt & ahead City hall meet the rest.

KBOX TIME (: this time round wee singing.

while they singing, wee hat was passin around.hahas.

Thanks WEE.fatty join us for dinner & lastly home sweet home.

♥2 more day 23month anniversary
♥9 more days alvin book out
♥10 more day for OUTING

MISSING DAYS~

2010-05-18T11:58:00.000-07:00

lil PRINCESS CAME OVER (:

waiting for alvin over to my house done some stuff & ahead to Ehub.

bring princess to Explorer kids,she had so much fun till no energy.cab home.

she's sleepin all the way.bring her home around 8pm.back home fatty came off to Geylang beancurd while waiting for his friend.it's raining like hell

TADANG~ finally home sweet home. (:

16MAY2010

ALVIN 21st Birthday.

meet bella for wrapping present & benson drove us all the way to Downtown just to pump balloon & cost $1.20 for each.

late for collecting cake.the person call up & say : late for a min charge you $1.

reached KOVAN MELODY (: it's so tired,even bella almost fall asleep.

photo & photo & photo.
camera full of Bella photo.got perfect pic of alvin been throw in pool BUT he dun wanna post!!

can't stop laughin when i'm lookin on that pic!totally Epic.

15May2010

UNIVERSAL STUDIOS.

Freakin EX on weekend,costs $72 OMG!had been planning for so long.

finally been THERE! kinda waste of $ to go there.

nothing much,but i super like Betty Boop wanna get the wine cup.

gonna get it for nxt trip(:

shall i go thailand?or hong kong ?

2year anniversary trip gonna Drag ):

happy birthday~ god-grandma

2010-05-09T09:19:00.000-07:00

cough like hell,yesterday was too clumsy ate the crab with the transparent thigy.

it stuck in my throat.ASS! took medicine & nap. stupid mum wake me up at 6.30 when

dad alrddy done with his bathing. & DAMIT i had to rush with so much thing.

forgotten to bring my Itouch out.FK IT.

it's so BORE! I SWEAR almost slept.lucky fatty save me from BORED!

Gary came along with his GF, waiting for me at Hougang Point (:

ahead to yishun & Mustafa. cux of FREAKIN AH PEK~with all his bull-shit

GIVE UP on such ppl alrddy.bought Gucci Perfume (: and pink M&N ear piece.

off to Changi see AH GUA~ only got 4 wher de rest??? BORE

back home was already 3am in the morning.DAD wasn't slept yet lucky he din NAG!

IT'S SUNDAY. HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY.

spent my day at ah ma house (: steamboat of the day.yippi

went to cut my Fringe,dun wanna keep bangs anymore *NANA: no more helmet head ROFL*

ღtime run so fast ah gong left us nearly 4years.

miss him so much,it's still can't use to it,even though it's been so many years

X this month duno WTH month,hearing over passing away new so scary,

JOCE JIE : stay strong i know you can.

ღworryin over grandma,i dun wish for any perfect life.

i jus wan her to stay till my lil baby is out.be thr first to carry my baby.

could you?

ღworrying fatty, jus wanna know every min he's safe that the happy thing.

stop your nite OWL~

ღdere so much more thing to fan.jus wanna sleep with my life

dun wanan wake up and see what's happening.

in face, dun know is better den know.

life is so miserable.everone gonna pass through live & dead.

dun wish to send any ppl anymre,can you'll jus stay.

wanna be with grandma for life time.

Happy Birthday AH MA (:

2010-05-07T22:57:00.000-07:00

over to fatty house in the afternoon,waiting for to do Iphone.

while i'm get my slept,freaking tired.

i woke up already nearly 5 OMG! gonna be late.off we go back to my house

on the way freaking rain so stupid,lucky it's awhile only.

bath-ed touch-up off we go to MA CHANG~

TA DANG~ finally a perfect family photo.

ah ma was so happy,all the photo i see she's smiling can't even see her eyes (:

& performance of the day GU zhang! rofl~ see here $100 smile. ROFL.

ღhappy birthday ah ma, hope dere is alot of year to go celebrate birthday with you

stay strong & health.iloveyou

ღtml gonna have another birthday,dad godma

still thinking shall i go?

ღ20 more days to 23 month anniversary

ღsunday going to ah ma house,gonna wash family photo out (:

i dun wish my life to be perfect,i jus want my life to know grrandma is safe and health & fatty is safe every min. (: tat's my perfect life.

benson hit 21..

2010-05-02T09:28:00.000-07:00

meet alvin at kovan MRT station,aheading to Plaza Sin waiting fro the rest to reach,

slack at MAC for some time those ppl suppose to turn up at 2pm DID NOT~ DAMIT.

STAR totally hate 1st of MAY~plan has to be change.

meet the rest of tem at novena steamboat,benson ahead back collect his car

went to him house pray [cux of bloody hell alvin stupid words! suayness of him.]

steamboat of the day.movie IP man2 cool man.watch at 2.45AM what a nice time.

everyone was so shag! soul already half gone.poor fatty nxt day still have to wrk.

i'm so happy SONY-w350 pink baby in my hand (:

friend are just a passby,you reject they will leave

when u accept they will stay.

don wanna tok so much anymore,

if you think tat u're right,den continue right

i'm tired serious,i duno what am i doing.

happy happy click along,not happy can't even remember u.

gonna stop everything.get my ass to work.

......thanks so much for understanding me

for putting me in ur shoes (:

♥5day ah ma birthday

♥14day to alvin birthday

Yan Ping & Sam ROM~

2010-04-30T05:09:00.000-07:00

the nite i was with LALA~ rounding & slack.forget abt my nail to be done.

in the morning 11 am wake up, do whateva i need and ahead to Tampines get my nail done.

back to pasir ris though i was late.suppose to meet at 12pm.but Joce just wake up,over to Joce Jie house wait for her

down to Yan Ping house.Yan Ping doing her make up, & boring me nth to do straighten Joce hair (:

off to tampines Yan Ping setup her hair & nail.. finally back to chalet.

rushing fatty over to chalet to see ROM. he manage..

after everything,fatty doesn't want to had buffet, off we go and ahead to DTE here come HEI SUSHI~OTW i ask him when our turn. hahas.

fatty was so angry with me,all along i was coughin and coughin.

reach home ate my bloody medicine & so sleepy. finally dummy is off to bed at 12am..

so early. (: congrate to Yan Ping & Sam.

it's always not enuff of the time with you,i wanna spent more time with you.even a 10 min i'm contented..
need speedy recover.FK the weather make me cough over and over.

♥1 day to celebrate BENSON birthday

♥7 days to AH MA birthday

♥16 days to alvin birthday

ღsome freak seems to be boring?

love my life so much?

wanna know more?

so funny.dun understand

i'm here laughtin over and over .

u're a clown to me do u know tat. NUTS~

ღthinkin of a good place to go.

i wanna go uni World soon, gonna ask

fatty take a off day on may (:

hello hello here i come.

fatty i love you more den i love myself

je t'amie

always be my baby.

as long as i'm in ur arm i know i'm safe

BELLA 21st CHALET

2010-04-24T12:52:00.000-07:00

day1, was preparing stuff for bella & while for tml nxt day prepare stuff.

waiitng for fatty pick me up,ahead to chalet.

more pics are taken uploaded on FB!...

went rounding with fatty friend,though of AH PEK will come along.

but never~ dun have the chance to laught a t him yet.went mustafa to get pin for bella &

nice lemon smelly for fatty & mine helmet.still thinkin of shall i change a black helmet or

shall i jus paste my sticker on it?

back to chalet with alvin,benson & xh. pack up in the middle of 3am.

BAD TEMPER~ rush home bath & bed nxt morning gonna get up in 8am

prepare waiting for fatty to pick me up ahead to HOLIDAY INN.1hr hearing.

mum supporting (: but 2 years later gonna be so tuff.

went geylang temple wait for fatty,sharon cook lot's of fishball for me (:

fatty playing with LUCKY~he's just too big size the first time i hate dogs?

took nap at uncle 6 office,was dam tire,wake at 7 slack awhile back to bella chalet

waiting for bella cut cake & move to my house wait for me to remove,bathed & ahead to changi

ahead geylang see positude~CHUI LA!

alright i'm lying on my perfect smelly bed with my perfect lil smelly,it's time to bed.

I WAN NOBODY NOBODY BUT YOU! FATTY I LOVE YOU (:
THANKS FOR TODAY BABY,XIN KU NI LE LET U SO TIRED IN THE MORNING

Fatty:thanks alot today,

so tired for u,wake up in the morning

jus to send me to the place.love you.

baby,2 more year to go (: yippi

2010-04-22T11:01:00.000-07:00

GYM GYM GYM~tryin hard
love it,i jus receive calls,can't wait for SATURDAY

GYM GYM~

2010-04-20T05:43:00.000-07:00

it's so unbelievable.MISS DUMMY wake up at 10am going GYM with ALVIN .

5 year din exercise lady suddenly go GYM.so funny

first time went to gym,was so cool.but as me run hahas. i try to (:

ahead to kovan & alvin house,beloves Fatty came alvin house pick me up

ahead to changi Village for Nasi Lemak (: on the way home rain heavily OMG~

i'm all wet la. fatty doesn't wanna hide from rain he continue ride home with stupid weather.

rest awhile i do YOGA & skipping. so tired. gonna sleep early tonite for tml GYM again (:

Fatty: loves my fatty so much,

i have always though he start school wun have time for me

but so sweet of him, will give me his time after school

cute boy of mine (:

baby i love you.

ღ3 day to BIBI birthday
ღ8 days to 22 ANNIVERSARY
ღ9 days to YP ROM

MY FATTY IS SO ADORABLE (: I LOVE HIM

2010-04-18T09:14:00.000-07:00

18 April- slacking at home the whole day.

nite time meet LALA clique for movie at CINE~ gonna meet fatty first he not clear to go

Star meet me at Kovan pick me over to 159 meet fatty,ahead to cine meet the rest.

watch Kick Ass.Star say very nice.show at 12.10 AM.

over to MAC,as i haven eat,back to watch movie it's not really nice to me,i doze off in the middle.

i keep complaining why the show so long,ROFL.

fatty drove me home with BABY 'IF' so tired. finally a day doze off early den 5am (: *clapclap*

19 April.

Ah ma house the whole day,ahead to kovan bought eugene but mistake bought elgin. >.<

end up bought 2 present.steamboat of the day, freaking weather in the afternoon was hot like hell.evenin time suddenly the wind was so strong.sky turn very blacky.
i ask aunt6,if now everything turn to black out totally black and it's end of the world how?ROFL.

was chatting with Jason'Da Kor' the whole day.

unknown:i believe what you say.

as the thing when u told me it did happen,

from the first i alrddy know she dislike me.

well she love to do it den go ahead.

she have such a thick skin then let it be,

tell her to say BRA LOST.

i will handle very happily.

thanks for telling me so much.

Fatty:time flys so fast.

i wan more time to be with you,

gonna sign up for school finally (:

happy for me?

take care of urself with Baby 'IF'

BABY IF~

2010-04-16T01:40:00.000-07:00

Wednesday~

PH LADYNITE WITH LALA CLIQUEE (:

waiting for bella send pic to upload...

Saying Gd Morning at 12pm again.hahas.

waiting for fatty come fetch me with baby IF (: congrats to me FINALLY fill with my craving

be the first on fatty bike.fatty came my house wait for me to bath and ahead to his house take my stuff.

was about to ahead amk 159 it's goes heavy poring rain.both of us starving like hell

fatty call pizza hut,he told me new pizza taste great.it's almost the same edition of LAVA CHEESE.

dam full almost vomit,ROFL.ahead to 159. kinda piss off with fatty at first.

can't stop blushing when bf 6shushu always tease me.

yes yes I'm so looking forward to the day i can click on ROM booking DATE~ *time faster pass*
fatty bring me to LOYANG TUA PEI GONG. & back to my house.

joke of the day: which woman will always know where their husband is?

ANSWER:WIDOW cux husband is death

I'm abit of duno how to speak / phrase

shall i say I'm too happy over it?

been disappointed with other with empty hope,

used to hope to be past of first on bike or car, all turn DREAM~

finally i had the LIST of be the first on BF bike.

it's weird feeling for me,cux most of the time was at friend bike

it's my first time to be on BF bike.

it seems so strange never lean or hug any bike ppl before

when i was on their bike,i was all along holdin their shoulder.

shall i say I'm too excited?

fatty bought me pinky helmet,kinda striking

gonna buy kitty and paste it on (:

any ideal of couple sticker?

fatty becareful alright i'm so worrie when u ride.

fatty i love you, i always do.

chalet ~

2010-04-13T10:50:00.000-07:00

Fatty was early release today.meet alvin ahead to AMK meet fatty too.

fatty help me grab lappy bag for terence present (:

pass my lappy to gugu, ahead MAC for food.shopping around fatty left early,after he left kinda

feelin tears bust....

reach gugu house & ahead to chalet. everyone target him soo long

amanda start the QUE,follow by uncle6 so on and on.rofl~

back home was bloody boring,webcaming with fatty & benson (:

nth much to blog oso. gdnite.

fatty finally have bike le ^.^

i'm so happy, he dun have to wake up so early to squeeze for bus anymre.

fatty remember the promise ok!

mu craving hiting 2 more down,

couple helmet & irene seat on bike (:

YeaYness.

Fatty remember safety first HOR!

friday coming.yea yea. wher should i go with fatty??

LALA CLIQUE~

2010-04-11T10:23:00.000-07:00

was at Fatty house last nite.tears out from my heart,fatty agreeds with me finally.

Dummy is not gonna wait tat long anymore (: congrates to me.Fatty i love you

*bitch u think u are clever in doing this way den carry on, i wun be crying cux i gonna laught how stupid u are~.
bf mum cook my FAVOURITE~ steam duck & vegi.

bath-ed ahead to meet benson & alvin to change their Itouch cover.

3 of us using the same cover only me Different colour (:

down to PS for dinner.i bought Adidas Cap for myself.super love it.

i love my LALA clique.

fatty starting school tml,so afraid.

keep tellin myself dun think too much cux

he gonna married me soon.

now it's my turn find a job to wrk for $$ time to go oversea.

for honeymoon. (:

no matter where u are,

no matter how the life is

i'm willing to hold your hand,face the problem with you.

i'm not leaving you till i'm dead

in the moment i was so emo

missing my fatty so much.

i wan hug.

Days are bore

2010-04-10T00:16:00.001-07:00

Yesterday princess came, bring her to bugis with alvin ahead to find fatty...看这blog 不懂要写什么好！日子每天都很累。累得不想走不想吃。做人真无聊，不是作工就是读书...不是单身就是做妈妈了。无聊死！

my fatty is ADORABLE~

2010-04-05T09:42:00.000-07:00

fatty accompany me to polyclinic for my cough.

the cough medi wasn't nice. i wan the black wan taste sweet (: unlike this pink

off to 7 shen house fatty pray his ah gong.

dinner din ate much. GOSH, ate 1 nugget with half mouth i alrddy cough.

dish was spicy and fried. haiis. MJ time.

back home ate medi and Chris*fatty bro* back after us

he ask : who's sick & he say he bought BOMB home *durian*

omg the most disgusting FOOD IN THE EARTH.

fatty i'm so happy tat u agree with simple wedding.

agree not to let me wait too (:

fatty i love you so much.

i wanna have 2 adorable kids for u (:

VOMIT~ RED PAINT~

2010-04-03T12:50:00.000-07:00

been coughin for days,voiceless now need medicine for my voice back.

chasing show of 下一站，幸福.it's touchin. tears rolling down from my eyes
been chasing my money from bitch. please comment after i highlight this incident.
* this bitch was a property agent,she told me she need a ppl to help her post housing online~
so i help. she say if a rent hs is out i will be paid.of cus i agreed.
before new year she told me i earn $150 but need to wait after new year.
days pass,sms chasing her she say one i transfer u,dun contact anymre.
i'm alright with it.she still say end of the month she will transfer me.
yesterday i chase cux it's april,she say after 8pm will recive.i went to check at 11pm it's not tranfer
call her she off her phone. today i sms again she told me sorry i only own u $50
someone bastered din rent so din close!*
now i call her she will off her phone how should i do?
~
meet bella for her friend chalet :D
1989 turning 21st gosh~ times flys,it seem secondary school i left just last year,infact is 4 year already.
i'm ULTRA tired today,PMS came.after missed 2 month it came so pain. OUCH~
not feelin well the whole day,morning till nite only ate dinner for porridge.
before porridge i vomit like hell.after soOoOo long i had forgotten te feelin of vomit.now it remind me.

losing my voice i really feel like crying out

i need my fatty be my side.

all i need from him

*hugs *care *kisses *pat me to sleep*love *sing twinkle twinkle
i miss him so badly.

gonna see him later.

still thinkin should we watch show?

i'm afraid he's over tired.

he's playin mj with his aunt to let time flys

till morning gonna do pray & gonna wrk.

my poor fatty.

fatty, i miss you alot.

i love you

KBOX with my SEXY voice

2010-03-31T07:30:00.000-07:00

some funny stuff happen at bf house~

rush out to katib meet amanda to amk Kbox~

i was like keep coughing all the way. singing with my CMI voice.

towards amk hub we bought ring & she bought a monkey to peers a ear ring

for terence birthday present~

dinner with bf mum~ chat so much along the way.

omg so many ppl birthday coming.

all APRIL somemore.humms. i alrddy had ideal of getting terence and bella gift.

dear god,

why does it have to alive and death.

can't we spent the whole live of living without any sickness?

what wrong with u doctor?

can't be more highTec to cure.

i'm totally hate doctor, it's jus a cheating money ask we human

stupid sick ppl to buy this and tat to cure!

when they know it don help.

FK it if tat doctor parent they do their very best to cure

so not ur parent u are closing one eyes? FK IT.

why must i let my tears drop over and over

can i just have them. please dun take them away

i need them. i do really need

i alrddy lose one i cannot affort to lose 2

i'm not strong enuff to take the pain

the suffer.

DF nite (: YUTAKI concert.

2010-03-25T23:27:00.000-07:00

went home put my lappy.at 8pm ahead to rebecca office (:

here we go (: it's so boring till me & chole hope to ST james.

back to DF & hope again to ST james. club till 3am cabbed home.

fkin ppl have such a fkin face

do wad ever you like no can be trust

MY NEW desktop skin (:

2010-03-23T01:26:00.000-07:00

MY desktop

Fatty Desktop

outing with CLIQUE

2010-03-20T22:07:00.000-07:00

yes yes it's finally saturday. meet shu yun out to collect my paid first.

suppose to meet at 2pm but it rain like hell so meet at 3 plus. hahas.

collect paid & ahead bugis shopping . woots. bought a pants and a dress (:

had pastamania dinner with fatty together.& shopping around

went kovan meet benson,alvin,yong xin & xiang hua.

slack at mac i was bloddy boring ask them go around.

send shu yun home first den ahead yishun dam (: lot's of car & bike.

reach home alrddy 3-4 am . FUN DAY WITH THEM (:

i wanna say I LOVE YOU

2010-03-19T07:59:00.000-07:00

17 & 18 nite : went to stacy house overnite with GF (:

slept till next afternoon 4pm & start playing MJ. RAWRS.

dinner at whitesand with jess while ahead my house we bought YOGURT .love loves.

bus over to kovan bought cloth & ahead ah ma house.

19 march: went swimming with alvin at sengkang WOOTS. so many ppl kids are having exam.

no choice have to go indoor swimming pool. cold like FREAK!

really dam long never get under the sun. only an hr plus i was SUNBURN~

lucky we left early once we reach LRT it's raining heavily.lunch at compass point

home sweet home at ah am house.

p/s: i'm give a way.though link and link

accept u.but

you're jus a freakers

so irritating din't reply you

alrddy hint you're so 烦

yet continue ask over and over.

wad's the problem with you.

DO I KNOW YOU!

anyway it's deleted from my list.

i dun have to entertain YOU!

someone: i dun wanna know did u own ppl cash anot

but u are the one say wanna pay me

yet u say.once cash hand over within 3 day u can paid me

now wad? over a month

u lie.!yet ask me not to believe ppl say

but u are doing it!

people can never be trusted

♥1 day to meet shuyun for shopping

♥2 day to MAMA TAN son birthday

♥3 day to see fatty (:

dun ever say i look younger!

2010-03-16T23:49:00.000-07:00

meet aunt6 family yesterday for swimming (:

it's been month for not swimming since fatty starts work.

been waiting for the calls & finally they calls up

at first i was so excited but they say : sorry i need somemore to look more mature!

straight away feel like rollin tears. freaking sad >.<

staying over at aunt house.& stop so many years nv play audit finally play it (:

gonna find the job i love again.

i got the breatheright free smaple .ROFL (:

i love my job

2010-03-10T08:59:00.003-08:00

training for 2days,i love this job alot.

it's totally busy busy the whole day,it's so fun with those people

just a wink it's SATUDAY (: closing at 7.30

meeting my LAO PO at tampines for dinner.ajisen SO NICE

*LAO PO~ no more GREEN TEA ice cream for u.

went under wen yuan voideck meet up with Joce jie & Quan .

Quan never bring extra helmet!! have to bus home wad a sad thing

WAITING WAITING!

for the calls back.ARGHHS.*PRAY HARD*

i though everything can settle down but..

now gonna see weather they will call

if not gonna find another job for myself.

arn't going back MC wrk!!

yes yes

tml can see my dearest fatty (:

can't wait for the hr to pass now

can't wait to see fatty face

FREAKS ppl

2010-03-10T08:59:00.002-08:00

it's a great day at work.it's fun & i love it

just know all of them are MALAYSIAN! rofl

well baby gonna prove to u,i'm hardwrking (:

such a BASTERED MAN! i strongly believe ppl say man has $ in pocket they will always fool around

after see this i'm not tat interested but see today news,reporter ask around and

ONLY OLD MAN & NO BALLS MAN WILL SAY 'IT'S NOT WRONG & It's NOTHING.normal to MAN!'

wtf.got guts say to ur gf or wife. i make sure it's gonna be breakup OR DIVORCE.

SG got U bastered it's such a DISGRACE OF SINGAPORE

i will never never forget YAN teach me: always always ask ur bf /husband to ZIP PANTS when he went out!

if not u gonna be surprise with a lady coming over with pregnant finding ur bf/husband

SPEECHLESS OF NO BALL MAN.

if i can

2010-03-10T08:59:00.001-08:00

OH YA- hello to new Itouch. the old one went DEATH.so APPLE change new one for me

News over and over.ROM invite is comin in more then 3

Pregnant know alot alrddy.looking at their smile when they are pregnant it's so happy for them

how wish i could have one too (: at this age pregnant was so romantic

it's boy or girl is the same still belong to ownself kids right?

lil princess came over today,she's totally my loves.

princess gonna have a lil brother next month.so sweet . . .

after i start work tml on,it's gonna be a long long way not seeing her.

away from hr time gonna get my ASS to work (:

gonna be very very hardworking 1 Lady show,saving lot's of cash to married.

i dun care it's 7 or 5 year.it's just a time to make it earlier.

have so much thing to do and buy.gonna wait for fatty holiday dates out

for booking bangkok trip (: 4 day 3 nite. if can i would like to go KL for 2 day 1 nite too.

this world everything is $ without $ it's like shit.

just done with alvin new bloggi skin. it's simple & plain (:

feel like changing my bloggin skin too butt know fatty will make lot's of noise

so forget about changing

fatty end wrk very late today poor thing,over over phone his voice was like breaking glass

it's so hurt to heard tat voice,NO choice.

gonna see my fatty on sunday nite ^.^

♥Wanna meet 6GF

♥Wanna meet Noobies

♥Wanna meet nana & gigi

♥9 days to MAMA TAN son 1year old

♥16 days to 21 month anniversary

♥ Dreaming about the day when you wake up
And find what you're looking for
has been here the whole time
If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
been here all along so why can't you see, you
You belong with me
You belong with me
Walkin' the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey isn't this easy
And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town

TA DANG~

2010-03-10T08:59:00.000-08:00

gosh i think i really got to see doctor, monday i went bed on 3am + & woke up at 5pm

when i dun even feel to wake up.fatty calling over and over just to ask me wake up scare i can't

sleep at nite.BUT i continue goes bed on 1 or 2am and i still can't get up today morning.

it's really horrible.how could this happen on me.haha

come to the point.i got the job alrddy!! yes yes. i'm so happy and poor me

wanted to buy black dress but no more $$. oso duno wher i spent to.

bank left $50 ONLY wtf.

meet my *ai ren & fling BF* for dinner.SAW stupid NANA at kovan too.

so much thing to chat with them.i wan meet up more but benson got attachment SAD.

after dinner ahead to alvin house slack.his mum told me : u very long never come alrddy!

i was like huh? *thinking got mehhs tat day jus came for MJ*

nth better to do so start using my lappy taking photos.

i can't stop to laught at this photo man gosh!

♥1day to lil princess coming

♥2 day to work

♥11 days to MAMA TAN son 1year old

♥18 days to 21months anniversary

♥alright i'm not gonna celebrate my 21st due to

some reason not no $$.anyway will be going clubbing.

date nearer will be list out the name (:

finally able to talk over with bf

settle everything and get's the answer i wan

hopefully we do our part.

fatty,i love you.

suddenly miss you alot.my poor fatty

gonna lost his voice this few days.

fatty i miss you alot

i'm on pocket to save $ for wedding

i wan kids kids kids can i jus have 1?haha

wondering can i jus ROM and straight away

had dinner and tat's a married?

a shortcut way?

knows fatty would say NO!

it's so strange after we break up

u suddenly told me

u wanna meet me when i answer i have no time

u could say u wanna come find me?

horrible.

haha. i'm gonan say no thanks,

i bet i know wad u thinking

well it's still not gon na change my mind for saying

not gonna turn back need ur shoulder (:

i know u are still waiting,i had say GIVE up on me

i found my happiness and not gonna let go.

faster find urs too alright.

thanks MR J.

class gathering.

for some idiot could u just let me silent find ppl

stop asking me when when when over fb.

u make me feel like delete u from the list FREAKOS

confuse....

2010-03-09T03:17:00.000-08:00

went amk hub watch ALICE in WONDERLAND...

totally thumb up for cutey red queen.

thing cames across

why trouble pop up out of sudden.

is a ROM cert so horrible?

age problem? suppose to pick up hair couse but wanna save for married

it's impossible to save when the paid $600 a month.

skip my choice, over to office mind work long term could save $ up.

so our plan of trip this year can still on going.

fight over married for a long long period yet

by the time of 24 getting ROM too fast?when he turn 23?

he expect after his ns. but it till be 7 years down and how old am i?

28 of me ROM still gonna wait for a fews years more he wanna go through traditional

i'm alrddy hit 30 by then. could i still lay a fkin eggs?

what wrong with a lil ROM cert? will destroy for future?

duno how wish i dun have to go through traditional i jus want a simple short married will do

or too embarrassed to let ppl know u had ROM cert when u haven got in army?

tell me wad to do.

MOVIE i had watch

2010-03-07T09:31:00.000-08:00

watch 做人 with fatty.on 3march (: very stupid and funny show

past week watch 大兵小将 nice nice i love it

TODAY WATCH 福星到 *BORE * YAWN

CMI DINNER & e WORST DINNER I HAD!

2010-03-06T07:57:00.000-08:00

yesterday just told mum i got the feeling to eat dinner.

den today have.the worst dinner i WENT TO,those performance just like 7month ghost.

only can say HORRIBLE. the food everything CMI

i told my sis, can they just fast bring all food out let me finish, when they start to sing i

feel to vomit out.

12 MARCH

went jurong point with LAOPO (:

bought hello kitty lappy bag.so happy (:

i'm so excited abt saving money for married

gonna be very very hardworking to save now.

after saw so much adorable couple married stuff make me feel like buying

i saw a hello kitty couple bowl feel like buying ^.^

think if i buy fatty will kill me

right fatty ?

NOOBIES

april begining shall we go sentosa

NAME [ yanni ,wee, bird, fatty *kai seong*,benson,hong keong, wei quan, Ron, cz ]

BIRD plan for it (:

FREAKER.past just let it past.

i used to say u're the key to unlock my heart

when the day i know MR FERRIS YEO

he alrddy had the key to open.

i dun care wad u remember or u wanna do.

between us everything had been CLEAN OFF. LOOK HERE

DELETE ALRDDY

wan me thanks you? why should i

u got slutty gf why bother me

LEAVE ME ALOT.

to you. i'm arn't pretty not ur type

to other they think i'm fine wanna be friend of mine

NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS.

wanna change i change it's up to you.

it's a last post i will be posting

it's away a rubbish to wrote abt u here

happy 20 anniversary (:

2010-02-28T00:30:00.000-08:00

hummms this few days was like so busy hahas, 26 Feb MR JAMES ZHOU 21st meet zhi hao at tampines buy present,at first i dun wanna go cux i know i sure will be alone.reach chalet around 7. i went off at 8 plus when home change shoes ahead to Dragonfly

27 Feb was still drunk drunk, been drag off bed to farrer park

sis need to apply school.reach home was like 5-6 sleep till 8pm den wake up

dad drove me to grandma house,save a transport fee (:

28FEB *20 anniversary.

pray gongong in the morning.went market bought fishball & carrot cake.

tonite gonna have steamboat . . .

hehe. this clip i did for fatty.

CNY (:

2010-02-17T02:58:00.000-08:00

lil princess came over on 12Feb.& the nite was at grandma house.
suppose to pray gongong on 13 morning. due to some fker problem.
helpin aunt 4 to prepare nite reunion dinner. arghhs.* gonna get very very piss of someone.*
so wad you came and help. well no one gonna say thanks to you, frankly i dun thinku are VERY welcome
even though u are suppose to been respect.
here come the pic. . . on the reunion dinner.

CNY day 1

CNY DAY 2

fatty came over my house,everyone get ready gettin off but dad get dizzy, and so and so

almost going to hand up passport.no one was free all was busy rub dad hands and leg

let the blood flows,but doesn't works. fatty help to call 995 *he say is his very first time call 995.*

dad send to hospital,aunt came over send us to grandma house.

this baby is super cute right

went to fatty family side

till nite time.no MJ

met auggie

2010-02-10T05:26:00.000-08:00

i'm freakin turn off after tat. call up auggie over the phone droppin tears like fker
things are solve. (:
met auggie at tm slackin play arcade. lols (:
guess wad on my way home i ate 2 big cup of YOGURT.
dam nice. i'm in love with it.
i'm freakin sad fatty gave me my bracelet lost. ARGHHS.
i like it alot la. i wanna go get the same one. but feelin wasn't the same

LOVE, LIE?

2010-02-09T21:30:00.000-08:00

alright i totally give up. i'm really sick and tired of this

anymre wanna say? any more lie wanna say?

Freakin shit. Freakin mind

2010-02-09T07:33:00.000-08:00

不想听,不想看,不想懂.
我真的很累了,我真的老了,没力在打仗.
你觉得你对就对吧!
不用那麽多费话.
说那么多你都当是耳边疯.,头脑装一堆大便.
说了千遍二九晚不能作,初四才能开工
白痴!放我二九和三十晚作整天,你不吃团圆饭是你家的事
无话说!我做了那么多后来你说费话

die die wan me go parway deco, told u monday cnnt?

nb.cny two malay ass cnnt work den hire for fuck

must off jus close the bloody shop!

my fatty fatty

2010-02-07T23:56:00.000-08:00

my cutest fatty so funny,he wanted to buy me something tat i will definally love it

but if he buy he will broke. haha cute right.

fatty i dun need any special thing in my life, having u and gandma is enuff.

after so long workin day finally had a great sleep (:

slackin at home till 3pm plus.facial,bugis & meet fatty friend fo dinner.

fatty chat with his friend i'm playin traffic rush. record 600+ wahahah.

gonna chiong workin.

MR.benson,alvin& fatty thinkin shall we MJ on2nd day nite at alvin house?

♥4 more day princess comin

♥4 day to ah ma house

♥5 day to pray ah gong

♥6 day to CNY

ok i'm gonna say this was like so weird feelin

after 3 years never take orange

this year gonna take and tell ppl happy new year

the feelin make me feel so turn off.

can i dun take orange.hahas.

cny 2nd day got lion dance,lols but feelin wasn't

the same as previous time enjoy watch

jus pray hard ah gong will be home this 2nd day too

*drive home alright,gonna see you on 13 gonna tok to you (:

miss you so much gongong.*

fatty 19 birthday surprise.

2010-02-06T21:03:00.000-08:00

yes yes a long long long plan was finally in role (:

watch movie 14 blade at 9pm so end at 11 slowly walk home should be around 12

dere goes cream flying & surprise.

doubt fatty never never though i can get *shawn,wei de, wei ren* to come (:

ppl i wanna thanks :

shawn for getting his friend to come.

cecilia: to get my plan on going and get those ppl to be there (:

benson: for sendin ppl home.

max: for trouble u to send them home too.

A BIG BIG thanks to make my plan on going so success.

lastly fatty HAPPY BIRTHDAY (:

DECIDED !

2010-02-04T05:01:00.001-08:00

i'm so tired everyday i admit i'm old alrddy.seem like i'm always so tired to get off bed.

gonna turn off my friendly and helpful side for some ppl tat dun deserve.

kinda childish ppl say : FUCKER BITCH I EVER SEEN IN MY LIFE.. WANNA PPL BREAK UP DEN HAPPY U BRAEK WIF HIM LA DON'T ANYHOW SMS MY BOYFRIEND LA WAN US BREAK WAIT LONG LONG LA ... WHY U WAN PPL BREAK DEN U HAPPY AR WAD U PROBLEM SIA... WANNA HONG HIM FUCK OFF LA GOT BOYFRIEND DEN WANNA HONG MINE GET LOST LA IF NOT I WILL SLAP U OR TELL KOR TAT U R A HONGSTER ... I WILL NOT LET U BREAK US UP DE U FUCKER BITCH ... WANNA STEAL HIM AWAY FROM ME WAIT TILL I DIE FIRST BUT HE STILL WON'T LIKE U DE U BITCH .. I HATE U U FUCKER BITCH ..

i really feel like laughting and guess wad it's from my 3rd sis. she's too trouble & attitude

parent are thinkin to send her to girls home alrddy. she have wad jacky & hang baby.

so tat nite i went to send both guy u are hang or jack baby. guess wad. she though she is pretty

not gonna surprise tat she will get pregnant now. & surly tat guy gonna run if she get.

haha.no need me to break them they oso will break childish mind.

today went to prcs agin i'm just freakin tired to go alrddy,waste one day to take off for such a useless ppl.

say until i interested in her small boy. i jus seen the pic of the guys CMI la.

well i'm not gonna waste my energy to say more.think if fatty see this he will laught.

guess anyone see this oso will laught la.wad a poor girl.worst is my sis.

well she really deserve a few slap & i did (:

i'm gonna turn off those from her. i'm counting down to see she went in girls home

tml gonna work full day.so happy.but was so boring with chermane & kaili.

bill cames. $144. wth. it's 2 month bill tml gonna go pay it.

days are so fast in 3 more days fatty gonna grow old 1 year

ღ2 more day to tooth fairy movie

ღ3 day to fatty birthday

ღ7 day to lil princess comin

ღ9 more day to new year

6GF meets (:

2010-01-31T08:40:00.000-08:00

finally is the day of meet 6GF (: went over to drag jess out of her bed (:

lucky manage to meet up at agnes house.

it's been like ages,so happen in the age.hahas.

i'm still havin this in mind " ibankin can print out & use & can be fax." ROFL.

rush over to northpoint meet cecilia.and went to her house

meet MAX & sher how. chat like so funny.hahas

more meet for 6gf.

ღ6 Days to Tooth Fairy movie

ღ7 Days to fatty birthday

ღ11 days to little princess over

ღ 14 days to CNY

chalet shuyun 21st (:

2010-01-30T07:39:00.000-08:00

it's the firstday i work saturday, my body tellin me keep sleepin dun get off ur bed.

my mind was like all full shit of reason dun go work.end up i force myself to work.

SOooO freakin tired.ARGHHS.after wrk ahead to bugis exchange cloth, meet fatty

buy 'BA GUA' for both mum. suppose to meet noob but i'm too tired & still have to go chalet

cancel dinner & ahead to chalet. year of 1989 turin 21 this year so FREAKIN fast.omg

how wish i'm still 16.stupid stupid in school always get punish (: school days are more fun

can we turn to time backward?

reach home prepare my stuff.

can't wait for tml see 6GF (: * Jesslin,Agnes,Jing Ying,Tiffany,Stacy)

tml gonna meet cecilia for shoppin too (:

ღ7 more day to TOOTH FAIRY movies

ღ8 more day to FATTY turn 19 (:

ღ12 days little princess comin

ღ15 more day to CNY

ღ fatty i miss you so much,even though we just

meet each other for like min.

it's not enuff.

i'm so craving this june for bangkok honeymoon

i wan u to hold me down the road, 7 year

saying i do (:

8 year givin lil fatty.

Fatty i love you

working life.

2010-01-27T07:23:00.000-08:00

it's so fun to work with CRAZY ppl.omg this 30th kaili not workin at the pushcard alrddy

will i will be freakin lonely.worst the lao zha bo * CHERMANE nv work la

dam lonely.early in morning jenny was so funny gave me & feifei a gold chocolate coin

though business will be better en up ok la nt bad (: at least manage to get $55 (:

kaili kaopei why she dun have den blame cux no coin no sales.

ROFL (:

arhhs gonna be dammmmmmmm bore if tuesday get back to work.

gonna work with new ppl la ASS! chermane come back la. den we eat mushroom together.hahaha

gonna stop buying face shop nail colour la.ARGHHX.i got 13 it tat's CRAZY

ღfew mre hr to 19 month anniversary

ღ4 mre day to meet cecilia

ღ12 mre day to fatty bf birthday

ღ15 mre day princess comin my house

DOG BARKING

2010-01-25T08:34:00.000-08:00

thanks for GENO (:

yesterday went geylang.steamboat (: hummms it's so nice of everything.

bf brought me all the way up to rooftop.so tiring

sharon was like.erm haha so funny

alright today.25 jan free dogs barking again.

it's over ages it's still lidat.i'm really use to it and dun even care anymore.

u nt happy u wanna say wad den say,i'm jus takin it as u are barking. ASS

arn't gonna drop my precious tears becux of u NUTS

ღ2 more days to 19anniversary (: iloveyou

ღ4 more day to shu yun 21st birthday

ღ12 more days to hubby birthday

after so long finally meet up with DADDY JASPER (:

2010-01-23T10:57:00.000-08:00

22 / 01 /2010

watch this stupid legion show with wee,bird & yanni after my wrk.

i'm just dun like.no story BORE

23 / 01 / 2010
hellos (: shoot time. went with zhi hao.
was shootin along bugis area sun was so strong *gosh*

end up all was rottin & foolin around,end at 6plus

quickly pass my shoes to Boyfriend. dun wanan bring extra shoes to dinner & movie

with friend.it's so happy to see jasper again nxt outin wanna see jun wei (: mr uncle phua

wasn't tat closewith jasper anymore.* thanks to e fucker, cux of his cb mouth*

i'm gonna fight for wad i suppose to be fill back the loves

after watchin HACHIKO movie,bike on bowens to changi see BABOK (:

all like so kns.wonder they do with their mouth customer by customer mouth nt tired?

lols really really very wonder

i'm gonna adopt dogs when i'm married i swear

after this show i tell myself not gonna change my mind.NEVER

this will never never change my mind.

have me must have dogs.

baby, u promise me before to adopt dogs.

u are not gonna take back ur words

2010-01-20T08:46:00.000-08:00

yes back from work.wad a clever me wanna get train back to pasir ris
though of got up train have sleep. lucky it moves afew stop n wake up.
it's at sommerset wtf.
webcamming with ZHI HAO (:

gonna see hiim this sat so happy (:

though of meet the rest this sat too

outing with MRS TAN

2010-01-19T06:35:00.000-08:00

i'm so happy to see MAMA TAN again, after left Mary Chia din even see her alrddy

meet her today for shoot.ok

* PG totally no skill.see his face alrddy make me turn off.*

make us so early wake up,end up today only took less den 30 pic hahas. the lesser pic i ever take.

dun even feel like post when i get those pic.it's so speachless.

slackin at orached BK & went katib take bus 39 went home.

it's so enjoy to went out with her,gonna meet her next week.

gosh time are running out.left 1 week for me to get all thing to be done.

tml gonna fight for wrk fight $$ for june trip with Boyfriend.