
Tuesday, June 21, 2011

Hello Woohoo.
cover an eyes i'm hittin 3year relationship on this 28June2011.
it's super fast.
but but
alright i think i got no where to speak gt to speak here.
ok first of all.
my bf yes he do really nice in sometime.
all guys are jerks do wrong thing include him. he let me disappointed for 7 time.
there it goes, i still allow him to stay by my side. silly? or shall i say i'm stupid?
this is blind LOVE.
falling in love with so many Boyfriend but i nv nv receive any blue rose in my hand before. sucha loser in R/S
i always wanted to have a family own baby own house.
but it not gonna happen on this BF.
perhaps i really been slow to think does he really the one i should carry on? i really dun wish to waste my time.
day by days, it's so many thing he could not give what i want.
what can i do? keep quiet tat what i can do.
yes people say there is still alot of choice, i agree.
yes i wanted to ROM on 20/12/2012 but not a blissful come on, it's just because i wan my grandma be the witness, all she want is just to see me get married,before she leave this world.
but i really duno how can anyone help?
i felt so sad of my own life.
woman always want their relationship to be like a fairy tale.it's will never happen on me.
all i do is be myself. always hope my bf do owns a car yes wooing me they do but...
how i wish i do have romantic R/S. but i never had it before.
how i wish i can be so proud on street how a bf hold u tight hug u whenever u want.
how i wish i'm the first priority, but i'm not
how i wish they can plan den i plan for a place.
how i wish i wish, haiis.